let me get a happy life....

i'm really2 miss my memorable outing with my buddies...went to a scrumptious lunch,,a funny n funky bowling match n a crazy snapshooting...but why i can't do that anymore???i know umi n abah worry bout me when i went out with them but,,umi,,abah,,i'm already 16 years old...not 6 years anymore...i want to get a happy life...i know i'm not a good child compare to the other but,,i can behave myself...i'm really frusted when we[the whole famili] went out tonite...after more than 1 month we not having our shopping,,today,,abah ask us for it...i'm sooo happy at first..but...when i ask umi for a bowling game,,,umi n abah refused...pleaseee umi,,abah...i miss damn much to bowling....let me throw the bowling ball for a game???i not ask u to buy me new attire or accsesory....juz for a bowling game,,umi....huhuh...so sad+frust....