sometimes but i know....

sometimes i dream bout my childish life...
sometimes i feel it's so hard to be a teen...
sometimes i want to call a doraemon n take me back to my child life...
sometimes i afraid to face many problems in my future...
sometimes i miss to playing in the rain with my buddies...
sometimes i want my dad call me adik again...
sometimes i want to get my bottle again...
sometimes i miss my maid that care of me for years...
sometimes i want to carry a cute small bag n go to tadika...


BUT.....................

i know i must dream bout my older life...
i know i must face my future life...
i know i can't call doraemon cz it not here ....
i know i must be a strong girl...
i know i can play in rain again with my child later...
i know my dad can't call me adik anymore cz i've 3 sisters...
i know for sure i cannot drink n a bottle...
i know i can't depend on my maid anymore...
i know i can't carry the bag but a briefcase yes....


really miss u,, my childish life!!!!